Hi minions, life is gooooood
Boys are after me pulling like tug of war and I find myself overwhelmed again. That feeling I hate…..
A fussy post
While I finish up college, you work hard on your job to support the wonderful life I live and that I loooove. Of course it sucks for you but wondrous for me. There are times when I’d like to take breaks in between vanilla life and my online kink. Really, I take breaks often in online domination to focus on my career goals and family outside of this. I’m so big on that. I’m sure you and everyone else who has been following my life are aware of that. This means you getting less and less of my abuse and yes I am conscious of your need to be used by me but sometimes, I’d just like to chill, hang out with my friends or snuggle and relax with my hubby with a glass of wine. I don’t like being stressed out with the work of taming a lot of bitches online. I never enjoyed that part of the scene but I do understand with every online business, one has to do what they’ve got to do to keep things up and running smoothly. But what if a domme doesn’t want to acknowledge the scene as a business? All my subs and admires aren’t clients or customers to me. Well, at least I don’t see it that way. I see the scene has turned into a business more than fun, but to me it is still just my side fun. Many of you boys need to remember that every domme structures her business different no matter how many of the same sites we are on. What I’m trying to say is, as I’ve mentioned this before, I am not fond of all the work it takes to keep you bitches tamed. Maybe I have gotten lazy over the years or maybe because of the change in the scene, I just don’t work hard or bust my ass anymore and I’d like to feel comfortable when I do things. You boys come and go along with shopping around which is fine by me. That’s not the issue as I know how subs/men are period. If I am not available, of course you’d go to the next Goddess for clips, that’s if you aren’t owned in the scene. Keeping you boys tamed is like tug of war too and it gets like that only when a domme has interested multiple boys paying for her time and attention or buying clips. I think only a typical domme who draws many subs into her would understand. For example, slave 1 would pay for my time, along with slave 2 and slave 3. I’d find myself having multiple chat windows open going back and forth. While I am taming these three, slave 4 logs in and wants to chit chat to entertain me, then slave 1 wants to pay again while slave 4 needs further instructions on where to pay and how. I wonder if you understood that… in that order? Anyway it gets even more frantic. While juggling these bitches, a new bitch would pay and send anonymous mail. Boy, does that run me hot. Of course, I want his money he he so I’d contact him to see if he is in fact capable of being my subbie.
This is a continuous thing on top of my clip stores, web site membership and phone domination. So of course, it gets stressful. A domme who has not experience this wouldn’t grasp on this. My online experience as a domme has been this way since I began years ago. The minute I stepped on the scene, even though there were others before me, slaves came crawling fast out of nowhere. It has always been busy for me. So busy that I couldn’t maintain along with full time college courses. It’s not that I can’t do this, it really bows down to my time as in what I will take the time to do. I am not a full time domme.”Full time domme” that’s funny “full time domme” as if this is a job. I don’t see this as a job and I never will. It is my fun. But seriously, I think if I had the time and not do anything else in my life, I’d REALLY be killing it ha ha. Everyone knows that with my ability and creativity.
If it gets stressful, that’s when I have to step back and take a break from it all. I don’t like being obligated to do anything especially if I don’t have to. Everyone knows when a boy pays for customs, the fair thing to do is create the clip as promised and get it out to him as stated. What if 12 boys pay up front expecting different types of clips right away? They are so addicted and impatient too and I mean it gets like that with me. Boy, it’s hard to not take the money too ha ha. You see, this is when it gets stressful and I don’t like that feeling. I am not leaving the scene, not just yet but I cannot, will not ware myself out in this. I just don’t have to. I wrote this post because the last chat I had, a sub made a statement and he said to me “but Princess, don’t you need the money? Again, everyone is different. I do this for extra money not because I am poor and need it. Not all dommes are needy boys, understand that. I do what I want, not what I need.
Ok, I am done fussing. I need to cook dinner. Later losers.
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